Anvi Tuteja, Incandescence, Poems, Reflection (Incandescence)

An Eternity Alone

What does it mean to be alone?
To have no one and nothing waiting,
To sit in solitude, pondering the unknown,
Because your mind is already rating,

Loneliness, a disease with no cure,
And no, it’s not contagious,
But wait, you’re already detour’d,
Why is this desire to fit in, already so outrageous?

I’m no longer scared,
Of the dark and what it may contain,
Contrary to what popular opinion cared,
And now I sit here waiting for you, again,

An eternity alone, I fear I will spend,
Sitting here all by myself,
Alone till the very end,
Biding my time before the torturing hells,

The world goes on,
And no one notices my shadow,
My earthly body, I may have forgone,
But my spirit does hide, in the universe’s hollows,

No one noticed, my presence,
An invisible shade stuck in the in-between,
No one notices, my disappearance,
A flicker gone out in the dark, unseen,

No one may care,
They buried my ashes,
Oh, how do they dare,
On my stone there are gashes,

But I’m back now, waiting,
That’s all I can do,
No one to be relating,
Simply be true,

Slowly, Biding my time,
An Eternity has passed,
Watching sin, war and crime,
But I’m still here and here I will last.
ANVI TUTEJA


-with you till the end of the line, pal-


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