Every action monitored,
Like everything I did mattered,
Well, I’m flattered,
But the challenges have left me battered,
So as I lay here with my dying breath,
I embrace you with open arms: death,
Because whatever tortures you have waiting in your hells,
Are nothing compared to the nightmares of being myself.
ANVI TUTEJA
-with you till the end of the line, pal-
Sometimes I just don’t believe it,
I simply cannot realize it,
But our time’s come and gone,
Oh look, there’s no one to be around,
Because it’s done and dusted,
The chapter’s published,
Is there no place left for me to go,
Because I, Because I simply cannot be alone,
It’s so hard keeping away from you,
‘Cause I find it so hard to be true,
And now I live in isolation,
Just me alone, alone with my realizations,
I was simply never meant to be a hero,
In a listless ocean of sorrow, I’m desperately failing to row,
But to no avail,
Because I simply cannot tell the difference in what’s not real,
Because it’s done and dusted,
The chapter’s published,
And fate never intended for me to be a hero,
And the only one I’m fooling is my own wretched self, So,
I can’t do it no more,
Maybe it’s time to let go – and fall.
ANVI TUTEJA
-with you till the end of the line, pal-
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