Another series I’m pleased to announce the Part I of, is ASTRONOMY, it’s fate and we’re two worlds apart. This series is all about what introvertism means, how it feels when your best friend is on another planet, and how hard it hits to know that you have insecurity.
Astronomy, is going to be published in multiple parts, and I’m pleased to announce the tracklist for Part I:
ASTRONOMY 1.1 – permanent superiority
this crushing sense of inferiority,
all bow down to your permanent superiority,
i say i’m dead inside,
but was i ever really alive?
ASTRONOMY 1.2 – love is a liar
and i said ,”I don’t know what love is
But I bet it’s pretty damn close to this,”
because if the world wants me dead,
let it come out and kill me,
ASTRONOMY 1.3 – insanity
And I felt like my soul was screaming.
Drowning.
Drowning in the weight of expectations that weren’t even mine.
And now even existing feels like a crime.
ASTRONOMY 1.4– could i despise you?
‘Cause where is this going?
‘Cause where are we going?
My identity, my existence is “Repetitive,”
And I’m afraid, someday I’ll believe it
ASTRONOMY 1.5 – purple flowers
If I died today,
would you even give a damn tomorrow?
Would you come to my funeral, and leave purple flowers at my grave?
Or would you go to her house, and attend the latest rave?
ASTRONOMY 1.6 – *untitled*
and i’ve crossed this out – one, two, three four thousand times,
crossed out scars, and two many i’m sorry’s,
too many pauses, and fallings out, to make coherent sense.
Thoughts Caught 